Thursday, November 29, 2012

STREAM OF CONSIOUSNESS | not that powerful



You’ll regret pushing me away
Cause when you see me with an upgrade
You’ll be sad you missed your chance

As for me I’ll take it in stride
I gave you a chance too bad it’s gone
I’ll be sure to take care of me
So don’t blame me when you feel inferiority

I’m sick and tired of being made to feel
I’m responsible for everyone’s actions and thoughts
I’m not that powerful
No matter how much power you give me

I didn’t make you sneak around
To feel that you had to screw around
That’s your own insecurities trying you down
I got mine with pride no shame
We were only fucking, just party friends
So don’t make me feel like I’m to blame

Why is my spotlight giving you such a complex
If you knew me as a friend like you say you do
You’d be proud of my time to shine

I’ve been blamed for the roaming eye
When I gave up begging for the attention I deserve
I’ve been blamed for shady games
When I tried to be a faithful man
I’ve been blamed for adultery
When I was the one who kept it in my pants
So anything anyone has to throw at me
It’s nothing new, you’re just a victim in my way

And you wonder why I end up feeling the way I do
I’m not good enough so that as soon as I leave you go get screwed
While I waited and waited for you to take me in
You spend all of our time absorbed in yourself
I’m sick and tired of being hung up on your shelf
Fuck it!  Even though you’re giving me power I refuse to reciprocate
With any man any time ever again